Romeo's death

Friar Lawrence could've given me a potion to kill me because he can't marry someone twice in the church. But he's a priest I don't think he would ever do that but it was worth a try because if I didn't then I would be forced to marry Paris. There's many things I would rather do then marry Paris over Romeo, like be locked in a cage with bears or to stay with a dead man in his tomb. I took the potion considering there would be nothing left to do if I didn't. When I woke up from laying in the tomb Romeo was laying down dead on the side of me but not leaving any potion for myself, so I picked up his sword.........I was going to kill myself, I wanted to be with Romeo every day, dead or alive. See you soon Romeo.