Romeo's death

Friar Lawrence could've given me a potion to kill me because he can't marry someone twice in the church. But he's a priest I don't think he would ever do that but it was worth a try because if I didn't then I would be forced to marry Paris. There's many things I would rather do then marry Paris over Romeo, like be locked in a cage with bears or to stay with a dead man in his tomb. I took the potion considering there would be nothing left to do if I didn't. When I woke up from laying in the tomb Romeo was laying down dead on the side of me but not leaving any potion for myself, so I picked up his sword.........I was going to kill myself, I wanted to be with Romeo every day, dead or alive. See you soon Romeo.

 

Romeo's banishment

Today I found out Romeo killed my cousin after getting in to a fight with him. I thought I knew him I would never think he would do such a thing. Now he has to leave he's banished forever. Nurse says that I should give up on him and just marry Paris. Giving up means that I don't care which isn't true. I went to Friar Lawrence and he also agreed with me because he can't marry someone twice in the church. He gave me a potion to knock me out for a few days so everyone can think I'm dead and then I can run away and be with Romeo forever. At first I thought it was a good idea but then I came to realization that many things can go wrong. The potion could actually kill me, Romeo might not be there in time for me to wake up, or Romeo might not ever show up and I could be left in there to die.

love

Today was the masquerade. My parents want me to marry Paris but I think I've found someone else. His name is Romeo the only problem is he's suppose to be my enemy. He's a Montague my whole family's enemy I can't love my enemy. Maybe if I do it will end all the fighting between our families but it could also make everything worse. If we really liked each other it shouldn't matter what anyone else think's or wants. He's all I want so I'm going to go for it. I know no one will like it but it's not there problem so it shouldn't bother them. My happiness is more important then other people's opinions on whether or not I should stay with Romeo.

Parents don't understand you

My parents don't understand me. I want to be responsible for myself and if that means I have to run away and be with Romeo, the one person I've ever really loved so be it. Some days I wish they'd just get off my back. They never understand half the things I've gone through. I live with a mother who had to hire a nurse to take care of me because she couldn't do it on her own and I live with a father who I probably will never get close to. Now, two people I barely know are making me marry someone I can never be in love with. I fell in love with someone they can not accept but someday their going to have to.